ANGRY, RAGED, PROVOKED – all words that describe how I feel
many days - feelings that I wake up with each and every day.
And every day I have to determine what I will do with them.
Some days it is easy to push them aside and pretend that
August 10, 2012 was simply a day of celebrating my middle daughter’s
birth.
Other days these words consume me to the point that I become
quick to snap at those that I love….my husband, my oldest daughter, my middle
daughter or even my youngest son. And
quite frankly, I find that most days I am consumed by them no matter how hard I
try not to be.
This battle each day serves as my reminder that I have
emotions; that I have been taught to love with the depths of my soul, that
patience and trust are something that I still need to work on, that I am human.
This battle each day serves as my reminder that I must
forgive & be forgiven.
