Monday, October 29, 2012

Today I choose to be...


ANGRY, RAGED, PROVOKED – all words that describe how I feel many days - feelings that I wake up with each and every day. 

And every day I have to determine what I will do with them. 

Some days it is easy to push them aside and pretend that August 10, 2012 was simply a day of celebrating my middle daughter’s birth. 

Other days these words consume me to the point that I become quick to snap at those that I love….my husband, my oldest daughter, my middle daughter or even my youngest son.  And quite frankly, I find that most days I am consumed by them no matter how hard I try not to be.

This battle each day serves as my reminder that I have emotions; that I have been taught to love with the depths of my soul, that patience and trust are something that I still need to work on, that I am human.

This battle each day serves as my reminder that I must forgive & be forgiven.

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